How can you just walk away, give up…. and leave?! Literally killing me on the inside. I haven’t felt this weak and vulnerable in months. I don’t like it, it hurts. It feels like someone is taking my heart and driving a rusty steak knife through it. Slowly, but surely ripping through it. It is possible to break a heart, to slowly rip and ruin the nerve endings in it. It kills me to feel like this, because it hurts like hell…..
The most powerful words ever spoken, the Lord never abandons you, and I know now is another time in my life that he is carrying me. I’ve never once have forgotten my faith, and I pray to God that eventually I get my strength back to walk on my own. #weak #trustintheLord